FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

TANGINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
SDFSDFSDAFSFASDFSADFDSFSDAFDSFASFDSFS.
I WANNA PUNCH THE FUCKING WALLS.
UGHHHHHHH.
THIS IS SO UNFAIR.
I'M SORRY..

WEIRD.

Barney songs are making me feel better. :( :))

=))

Save Yourself.

I'm trying to change
to make the best, for us
But I'm just the same
same as I ever was

Oh and if you stay with me
honestly it's what I want
But if you stay with me
I know I'll hurt you more

So won't you save, save yourself
by leaving me now
For someone else
if I'm crying out
don't listen to it
It's only my heart
save yourself
it's only my heart
Oh no

So tell me I'm wrong
please won't you change, my mind
This loves so intense
sometimes it can lead, you blind.

Teach me how to dance.

"I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly."

Yea, it was fast. AND YES, I can't help but feel bad even on my birthday.
I've never shown my sisters and cousin this side of me, EVER, that I was weaker than they thought.
You've made me believe your illusions. Please stop playing with my heart.

But I know i'll be okay, someday.
I'll be a better person, I wont make the same mistakes I did with you.

I NEED TO SPEND TIME ON MY OWN. DROWN MYSELF IN MY TEARS. IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT SEEMS POSSIBLE.

Right now, I just want to feel like I matter. 
I want to be missed.
I want to be cared for.
I want to be truly loved.
And please, someone, prove to me that not all guys are the same.
SOMEONE PROVE ME WRONG.

I wish I were already at the point where i'm numb. Where I don't want to cry over it anymore.
Let's just pull the curtains down and leave.

I wish I could believe all the stuff you tell me. Where do I start from here? I'm back to zero and I'm never gonna be the same again.

Innocence is bliss.

I want to read your classics.

OH, I so do.

I can't wait 'til you're done, just so I can read them.

Okay. =)) This is a useless blog. KINDA.

NO! It's not. LA LA LA.

I love youuuu, i'm always here for you. FOREVER. :">

I wanna hear your kwentos, I wont get sick of them.

I'll just make you ligaw nalang. :">

OMGGG. You're so hot. :>

Of course you are. :-j You know that. You don't need me to tell you that.

OKAYYY.

Make sure you never get disco-ed.

Stay cherried and whipped OH and ICED. B-)

With fluffy marshmallows on the side. ;;) (who needs to diet.)

WAHAHAHAHA. MO JO JO JO. =))

MOE. JOE. JOE.

OkAy. ThAtsZ iT. ByE-bYe, P0Hsz. ~

Was it wrong to say I love you?

So, there we were getting drunk and having a good time.

Drama came, as usual.

Then someone said LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH.

I agreed. Would you?

Hmmm. Would you regret putting your pride down for someone you loved?

But at the end turned out that person didn't love you as much? :))

HAHAHA. Why is this about love? Damn it.

I've been dieting. I'm sick of it. : :))

TRA LA LA LA.

I went to church today. :)

It changed me. O:)

There was a funny guy dancing. HAHAHAHA.

Things I'd go back for.

I found old pictures from my laptop. These are some of the things I miss.

My house.

My room.

The dogs.

The fish. :p

Australia, New Zealand && Korea.
Christmas && Holy Week.



Going to Starbucks every night.

Golden Anniversary.
And this. :)
I'm not saying I'm not satisfied now because I am. :)

You say my name like there could be an us.

She thought that lies would save her from the tears,
lies that she had buried long ago and wished no one would ever find.
But little did she know; the past was back to haunt her.

It took her just two nights and a pool of tears to realize it was done. She didn't want anything to do with it.
So she decided it was over.
But was it?
She knew deep inside it would hurt too much to let go. Before she knew it, she was building walls. Walls to see who would break through it and walls to keep people out.

It was back to the scene where she saw the one she loved. She saw the guy, she saw the walls and at the other side of the walls, her heart.

Touch the sky.

I finally changed my blogspot. \:D/
Thanks, Brootsky! :p

Baby, listen to this..

I can't even think straight anymore.

GAME OVER.

You win.

We'll never get this right.

"in my imagination, there is no hesitation, we walk together hand in hand, I'm dreaming, you fell in love with me like I'm in love with you, but dream is all I do, if only they'd come true."

I still feel stupid. So i'll leave this. :(

Including you. :]

Plain and simple.

I love you, beb.

I can't wait to see you.

I mish you.

♥

B.E.B.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY!

I was the one who greeted you first! \:D/

Sorry. :))

Remember to always keep your head up. :)

I swear, I thank God for an awesome friend like you.

Thank you for everything, for helping me through everything. EVERYTHING.

I'll miss you so much! But that doesn't matter, we'll still hang during summer.

Just leave all your problems behind. :) It's your birthday!

I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! :)

I know I don't tell you that too often.

But I do. ;)

Against the world.

Miggy, Jessica and I decided to make a blog in school during LIfeskills..

So epal. Yo. B-)
I like big butts and I cannot lie. You other brothers can't deny.

If you leave, then baby just leave.. I'll let it go boy, it's over.

Monica is evil. Andre is mean. Raffy is bad, and horny, and just plain bad. Jessica is treacherous.

YES, THAT'S IT. BYE. :>