Save Yourself.

I'm trying to change
to make the best, for us
But I'm just the same
same as I ever was

Oh and if you stay with me
honestly it's what I want
But if you stay with me
I know I'll hurt you more

So won't you save, save yourself
by leaving me now
For someone else
if I'm crying out
don't listen to it
It's only my heart
save yourself
it's only my heart
Oh no

So tell me I'm wrong
please won't you change, my mind
This loves so intense
sometimes it can lead, you blind.

Teach me how to dance.

"I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly."

Yea, it was fast. AND YES, I can't help but feel bad even on my birthday.
I've never shown my sisters and cousin this side of me, EVER, that I was weaker than they thought.
You've made me believe your illusions. Please stop playing with my heart.

But I know i'll be okay, someday.
I'll be a better person, I wont make the same mistakes I did with you.

I NEED TO SPEND TIME ON MY OWN. DROWN MYSELF IN MY TEARS. IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT SEEMS POSSIBLE.

Right now, I just want to feel like I matter. 
I want to be missed.
I want to be cared for.
I want to be truly loved.
And please, someone, prove to me that not all guys are the same.
SOMEONE PROVE ME WRONG.

I wish I were already at the point where i'm numb. Where I don't want to cry over it anymore.
Let's just pull the curtains down and leave.

I wish I could believe all the stuff you tell me. Where do I start from here? I'm back to zero and I'm never gonna be the same again.

Innocence is bliss.

I want to read your classics.

OH, I so do.

I can't wait 'til you're done, just so I can read them.

Okay. =)) This is a useless blog. KINDA.

NO! It's not. LA LA LA.

I love youuuu, i'm always here for you. FOREVER. :">

I wanna hear your kwentos, I wont get sick of them.

I'll just make you ligaw nalang. :">

OMGGG. You're so hot. :>

Of course you are. :-j You know that. You don't need me to tell you that.

OKAYYY.

Make sure you never get disco-ed.

Stay cherried and whipped OH and ICED. B-)

With fluffy marshmallows on the side. ;;) (who needs to diet.)

WAHAHAHAHA. MO JO JO JO. =))

MOE. JOE. JOE.

OkAy. ThAtsZ iT. ByE-bYe, P0Hsz. ~